Trying to get my head on straight. Most things are going really well, schools almost done. Getting work part of my life on a better level. My little girl isn't so little anymore. She's become a little girl-talking, just growing everyday.
I finally got rid of B. in my life. Even after he left us last year-we still talked. Stayed friends, still cheering each other on. But when he decided to move back to the area and go to school in Colorado, he tested my friendship limits. I realized he lied to me every chance he got. Left a girlfriend in Ohio, but still came up and used me for what ever twisted reason he had. I know now it wasn't love or friendship. I don't know what compels people to treat people the way they do.
I know one day I'll find the last piece of my family puzzle. But I need to feel like I deserve it before he shows up.
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