Sunday, October 9, 2011
Time is on my side. . .
My sister just got married a week ago. School is done, the graduation ceremony is in a week. I have a wonderful daughter, a promising job (a slow start though) and great friends. So why do I feel like something is missing? I've been single way more than I've ever been in a relationship. But it sadly feels like a piece is missing, because I don't have a friend here at my house, what should be our house. I don't like thinking that I need a guy around. I'm perfectly capable of doing things by myself. A. is a happy, healthy almost 3 year old and I did that. I do most of my own handyman repairs and cook and clean and run my house. But still-something doesn't feel right. I mentioned to my mom that I felt weird being one of the few totally single one's at my sister's wedding. She said "Having a husband isn't all it's cracked up to be." Yeah, well-you have one! And an awesome one to boot. One day I want to have more kids-give A. the siblings I was so fortunate to have. I just need to find a guy up to the challenge of dealing with a girl like me. I just have to wait.
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