Sunday, October 9, 2011

Time is on my side. . .

My sister just got married a week ago. School is done, the graduation ceremony is in a week.  I have a wonderful daughter, a promising job (a slow start though) and great friends. So why do I feel like something is missing?  I've been single way more than I've ever been in a relationship.  But it sadly feels like a piece is missing, because I don't have a friend here at my house, what should be our house. I don't like thinking that I need a guy around.  I'm perfectly capable of doing things by myself.  A. is a happy, healthy almost 3 year old and I did that.  I do most of my own handyman repairs and cook and clean and run my house.  But still-something doesn't feel right. I mentioned to my mom that I felt weird being one of the few totally single one's at my sister's wedding.  She said "Having a husband isn't all it's cracked up to be." Yeah, well-you have one! And an awesome one to boot.  One day I want to have more kids-give A. the siblings I was so fortunate to have.  I just need to find a guy up to the challenge of dealing with a girl like me.  I just have to wait.

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