Been bad about posting. . .things got crazy busy in a good way. Going to try to blog more often.
My world has been blessed-ly normal lately. Good job, mini-me is happy, money isn't a scary thing (barring any accidents) and all that. The one thing that never picked up is leaving the single life. As much as I want to be happily attached, I also get serious panic attacks when there is the possibility of someone else coming in to my happy life. Probably because I've seen too many of them leave.
Now here's the thing, I'm a smart girl. I know that in order to give something a chance, you have to swallow your fears. Be happy and happiness will come to you. I've read all the Hallmark greetings and throw pillows and posters with cute baby animals. But because I am finally happy Cat again. . . I don't ever want to sink to sad momma all because some guy (yet again) decides that I'm not worth it. Because I am . . . I give my all to people I care about. And I can't give that away again. At least not yet.
