Been bad about posting. . .things got crazy busy in a good way. Going to try to blog more often.
My world has been blessed-ly normal lately. Good job, mini-me is happy, money isn't a scary thing (barring any accidents) and all that. The one thing that never picked up is leaving the single life. As much as I want to be happily attached, I also get serious panic attacks when there is the possibility of someone else coming in to my happy life. Probably because I've seen too many of them leave.
Now here's the thing, I'm a smart girl. I know that in order to give something a chance, you have to swallow your fears. Be happy and happiness will come to you. I've read all the Hallmark greetings and throw pillows and posters with cute baby animals. But because I am finally happy Cat again. . . I don't ever want to sink to sad momma all because some guy (yet again) decides that I'm not worth it. Because I am . . . I give my all to people I care about. And I can't give that away again. At least not yet.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Give me something to break!
Angry! Angry at so many things I can't control, but still make me angry. The rest of this post will be full of curse words, you have been warned:
Fuck the University! How dare you tell me I'm not good enough for your school after I worked my ass off this last semester to prove myself.
Fuck the conservative assholes who hate my entire lifestyle. I'm a bi, single mother who works. I use some federal assistance so I can pay for child care, oh yeah. . so I can work. And attempt to go to school. . .OH YEAH! Fuck those guys again.
Fuck the NRA and gun rights assholes who can't see past their right to own a WEAPON that can kill someone. I live in a hunting state, I support the right to use it for hunting and for protection if you think you need to go that far. But fuck these assholes for thinking that my right to live in peace and without fear of some asshole with a gun somehow infringes on their right to own a military grade weapon. (These are qualified statements. . .not every gunowner is an asshole, not every gun should be banned and not every person with the qualifications and proper training and gun handling techniques should be accused of being an "gun rights asshole" )
Fuck the so-called "friends" who can't see beyond their own god-damn nose.
Fuck the religious crazies who preach love and practice hate.
Fuck the political system that values cash over the people who elected them, and fuck the same system that lets the cash have a voice.
There's more-but now I'm tired. ..
Fuck the University! How dare you tell me I'm not good enough for your school after I worked my ass off this last semester to prove myself.
Fuck the conservative assholes who hate my entire lifestyle. I'm a bi, single mother who works. I use some federal assistance so I can pay for child care, oh yeah. . so I can work. And attempt to go to school. . .OH YEAH! Fuck those guys again.
Fuck the NRA and gun rights assholes who can't see past their right to own a WEAPON that can kill someone. I live in a hunting state, I support the right to use it for hunting and for protection if you think you need to go that far. But fuck these assholes for thinking that my right to live in peace and without fear of some asshole with a gun somehow infringes on their right to own a military grade weapon. (These are qualified statements. . .not every gunowner is an asshole, not every gun should be banned and not every person with the qualifications and proper training and gun handling techniques should be accused of being an "gun rights asshole" )
Fuck the so-called "friends" who can't see beyond their own god-damn nose.
Fuck the religious crazies who preach love and practice hate.
Fuck the political system that values cash over the people who elected them, and fuck the same system that lets the cash have a voice.
There's more-but now I'm tired. ..
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